I’m still depressed, I’ve just had some good days. I wish I could take a break off from every single commitment I have, but I can’t. There’s that saying that talks about how what you do with the things that happen to you is more important than the things that happen to you, but that just makes me feel like crap because depression isn’t something that allows you to make the best out of a situation without struggling viciously with each small decision. It makes you choose bad decisions that make you appear lazy and uncaring and like it’s your fault, like you’re only feeling hopeless because you’re not trying hard enough when it’s so the opposite. Can I just be a person, please? Can I just be a normal person with a healthy mindset and encouraging background that doesn’t make me feel like crap? Please?